Still waiting from our SW as to whether we were picked or not for the 7 month old. I had my cell phone by me all day today and got excited and then disappointed every time it rang and wasn't our SW. This is giving me a good taste at what it must be like the closer you get to referral day and waiting to meet your child.
I also took our potential birthmom and her 2 kids to the Dr. today. It was very odd. We had her over for dinner last Wednesday night, per her request, to see the house, nursery, etc. She has not been the same since then. I don't know if the possible reality of it all is sinking in or what. She seemed very depressed, impatient with the kids and adoption talk did not come up at all. She is meeting with our SW on Tuesday and I am curious as to what she has to say.